Gratitude …

Hello everybody!! (^v^)    Annyeong..

I had the urge to send out this gratitude piece to all of you this year..  Since i woke up dis very morning of the 31st December 2010, I had strong urge to write something for all my friends.. (okay, not all but u get wat i mean right?)  since I believe i have a long list of names to thanks to i better get started now..

Waaa,, Forever Love by TVXQ is on now! wat a perfect moment..hehe ok2, i’ll start now,, here it goes..

To my Secret Lovely Family,,,

Maggie -  Hello my dear frend, I know we haven’t talk much towards the end of dis 2010 but believe me when i said i always remember and reminded of you whenever i had a long talk with our family.. i miss talking to u, listen to your opinions, fight of the antis along with u,  and give u my piece of mind whenever u ask for it (tq for asking lol)..hehe i rily enjoy our talks n i hope we get to do it again n again later on.. love n miss u a lot sis ^^

Eizuys – Hello darling.. one of the lovely person i get to meet this 2010.. altho we were far apart n never even meet once, i would like to thank u for always being a great frend n family mmber and for accepting me as a friend of yours ^^ i truly appreciated it. to tell the truth i rily feel honored when u asked me to attend ur convo,, altho we didnt get to meet, i truly felt the love n thanks again n again for making me feel important to u..hehe  love u sis.. ehh, daughter..lol u r one great daughter a mother can ask for.. i believe it ^^

Nurkiah – Baby!! @AmberKiah :P  how r u my dear? i miss u baby.. hmm, u r going to start the year with holidays,,aish,, im so jaelous..hehe i know a lot had happened dis 2010, but i wish n pray that with all dat you will become more mature n strong in living the life.. friends n family will keep u strong.. i believe dat and lets move forward together, ne?!  u r one of the mmbers that me smile and stronger whenever i think of the family and im grateful for having to know u, nurkiah.. like wat ur mom said, u r important as the person u are.. the beauty indeed ^^ so i also wanna thanks ur mom for bringing u out to this world :) love n miss u sis :P

Sharon -  Honey,, hehe remember the time when u ‘merajuk’ with me bcoz u thought i forgot to write ur name when i posted something on your wall and tagged the family names there?? its funny to read your whines and have nuiz n other reminded u that i wrote ur name first as “Honey”.. at the moment, i said to myself  “ dis Sharon is so cute n childish” and i told myself that im going to call u “Honey” forever n ever hehe :P  no matter how hard life is, always remember that u have ‘omma’ here with u kay.. ^^ love u honey..

Uria – Hello my soul mate..hehe  we are miles apart but i wont let dis distance torn us apart.. watever happend in 2010, make it all as ur guidance in living the years coming.. we had our fair share of life spices in these years of lived life but i believe we are going to be stronger n stronger for our own sake ^^ thanks for the heart-warming pictures u tagged me,, it brighten up my life .. love u sis.. ^_^

Nuiz – yah,,,there u are!! hehe dun run okay,, i just wanna talk here,, promise i wont bite..hehe    Nuiz unnie,,(dun kill me,lol) i cannot say i love u bcoz u tagged me in all those lovely delicious n tasty foods! i hate u coz u didnt send me some D; huhuhu haha juz joking.. i love u sis.. as much as u love me..wakaka thanks for making me laugh whenver we had a chat.. (but i wont forget the day u make me frustrated by those good-byes ;{ dun do it again kay!) last but not least, when we meet next time,promise to cook sometg delicious for me kay.. love u sis ^^

Monica – hello dear.. how r u? (sorry can’t help it hehe) we didnt get to share much dis past few months but i rily wish for ur health and i hope u wont fall sick or be in pain anymore.. u have to take care of urself and dun strained urself too much k.. it hurt my heart when i heard u fall sick or any part of ur body are in pain..huhu ;( take care k love.. miss u sis ^^

Nana – Dr. Nana!! where are u??hehe when im not there, look after urself n the members k..hehe joking only…  i miss talking to u sis hope we get to keep in touch in the future more n more .. miss n love u sis ^^

Izzati – my dear love.. words can’t express enuff my ‘misses’ for you.. when u r near, u r yet so far.. somehow ur presence lingers in my life altho we had nver met bfore.. u r like another me dat i would like to have beside me forever.. thanks for all the love sis ^^

Alice  - hello rain lover gurl.. ^_^ dun stay too long in the rain k.. dun want u to fall sick :P  love n missing u much dear ^^

Yullie – my dear far far away daughter! long time no talk huh! hehe lets chat again later on.. we got a lot to catch up on but im sorry im always busy n didnt get much time to spend with u n the family.. u have to take care k. dun fall sick and stop thinking bout being dead,, i hate to see dat words on ur comments walls or wherever.. live well k sayang.. miss u a lot ^^

Nur Husna – hello maknae..hehehe our little baby sis.. its been few months since we get to know each other but lets make it last longer til the very end of time, okay!  hmm,, hows my granddaughters?? they all fine?hehe im already a grandmama?? oh no! lol have fun in everytg u do n dun fall in love (except on suju n our family) lol any problem come to the family kay.. me and we all always here to support u.. ^^ love u lil baby gurl..

Tama – Annyeong sis.. wat did u do for this year end/ new year eve? spend time with friends? hope u will have a happy 2011 and find me a brother-in-law soon k.. hehe who knows i might fly over for ur wedding.. love u girl… teach me hangul when u have time later on ne,?! ^_^

Meilia – hi gurl.. still remember how we get to know each other? it is one of the rarest way of getting to know people but i know that event  implanted in my mind n heart forever.. lets do it again sometime later.. we have different view and approach on things but actually we have the same goal/destination and dat make the discussion interesting and lively  ^^  love n miss u gurl ^_^ take care

Sabrine – my dear cute naughty daughter!!! i miss u a lot!!!! its been long since we talk.. how are u nowadays? take care of yourself okay.. altho i didnt talk to u a lot this few weeks but never once that i forget bout u.. good luck in ur studies,, dun stress urself much.. ur body n mind need rest too.. omma love u darling ^_^

To those that i didnt mention their names, im sorry my memory failed me.. dun be mad kay :( i love u all the same and going to love u til the end (unless u pissed me off, lol)   I wanna wish u all a very Happy New 2011 Year and may this coming new year bring us thousands of blessings and prosperities in our life..  some of the words i expressed for the individuals mentioned above are also for the rest of the family since we all have been through ups and downs together.. wat i rily2 wanna say is THANK YOU for accepting me as ur friends and accepting me the way i am n for making me a family member. honestly, knowing u all, being with u all going thru thick n thin, sharing everytg from our love for SuJu, k-pop till the everyday of our lives.. im so proud of the love n care each of us has shown til today n im proud to be one of those receiving it.. i had gone thru a lot but since i know u all, my life found her home..  i promise im going to continue my life for the worth of it and most importantly im going to give all my love i can give for u all..  i will stop this blabbering now.. have a great day n year my love.. till next time..

lots of hugs n kisses from me,

Azima/ Iema/ Sis/ Omma / watever u call me..hehe ^^