Wednesday, January 19, 2011

My heart hurt

Song : MBLAQ Stay

Mood : <my heart hurts, wats more to say?!>

My head n heart is definitely not at peace..

Why did i let this madness drive me off to point of almost-oblivion, question remain unanswered…

the only logic i can think is bcause im in love.. this love got me going all out,,, i know its worsen me on but  i can’t help but falling deeper..

this love is what i crave for this love is what i wished for

this love is driving me crazy with non-stop adrenaline rush n im loving every second of it..

ahh, my fav author is 2-month pregnant!! yeay! this news sure make me smile n excited.. she and fic-jae <dun say good-bye> both preggy, surprise2!!hehe if only i get to see her in front of me n wait for the baby to come together it will be one of the greatest birthday gift ever ^_^ if what she dreamed of, twice, will ever come true, im sure i will be more than happy..

ok, its unacceptable i know but love is love.. its wrong but its the matter of the heart.. who knows how the heart work? we dun even know let alone understand our own heart so who to say this and that are wrong?? as long as its pure and true, i will continue to support them.. dats my words..

yesterday i did somethg unbelievable, well at least for me it is.. i watched Glee! ahaha the whole episode at dat and i think i might want to watch more episodes to come…haha while watching my good-still-working brain thought of  maybe too much thinking on the no-end issues back in Korea caused the sudden Glee-mode and now that i think bout it, it might be true, nah, scratch dat, it IS true..  i woke up early dat day n wait calmly (walking around the house back n forth, washing cloth, pacing here n there, not included kay, ignore this, lol) for the result straight from korean counterpart but its not until 5pm dat i got the news dat the court case posponed.. its all due to SM’s witness failed to attend the proceeding… the whole day spent with me being almost like a mess up cat, i cant even stay at one spot more than 5minutes..  after i received the news, i slumped away and wish for nothg else but DBSK.. headdownohnocrying_thumb