Song: ~W~
Condition: in the living room stuck with bad internet line n still ignoring the fact dat i need to study for exam
i just dunno.. thinking bout u always managed to drag to somewhere i dun like to go…somewhere i dun prefer to visit..
listening to W didnt help suppress it..in fact it get worse n worse..
just a few moments ago i was happy spazzing over the simplest tiniest meaningless-to-other-people-but-not-to-me words, yeah, u dun know how happy i am with just the mere words of mentioning ‘4 men’ means to me..u propably know but didnt care but the hell with it coz i care.. i was so hoping praying for at least a hint, a mention of them n today my prayers been answered n i think i started to love u..
love u ,yeah i love u but u know i nver the one that prefer u..heck, i rather chose chun than u but its for a reason..
u r too ego n soo into ur pride.. y dun u speaks up?? be a mn n say it damn it!!! i hate u.. i still do .. but i give u my love today as credit for wat u said in dat interview.. im hunger for bonding,, for a info,, a info dat will feed my fragile heart.. i NEED to know dat u still thinking of them.. i NEED to know dat every n each one of u are thinking bout each other.. I NEED TO KNOW!!!!!
u r killing me guys.. i hve nver been this crazy passion bout someone..yet someone dat dun even know/realise im alive…
seeing u back together all 5, in harmony is still on top of the list of ‘’My lifetime list’’
please come back.. i need u all.. we all need u,, we need u !
i cry n crying n cried again… the love is too much dat it hurt.. it hurt so much to the point of tearing my heart apart..
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